i guess im trying to forgive YOU....
but its hard for me to....
somehow....
i dunno y.....
its jus hard for me to...
coz i jus cnt seem to forget tht incident....
somehow....
tht memory jus keep cming bk...
i dunno y.....
hmmmm........
n wenever it cmes bk to my mind n i tink of it...
i keep filing the pain....
over and ovr again...
for some reason....
i jus dunno y.......
bt it jus hppns....
its nature(i guess)...
bt i dun tink so...
mayb its me....
mayb i jus kip tinking abt myself....
hw i fil....
n nvr tink of ur filings....
hmmm.......
i dunno lah...
im confused....
n frustrated/annoyed/irritated....
especially wen he is on ur side...
i jus fil so frustrated/annoyed/irritated....
i kip tinking y must he be on ur side wen im against u?????!!
haiz.....
im jus typing watever is on my mind... :)
10:15 PM you+me= Y